Released and Ready for the New world!!!! Are you ready?

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Alright you are still tripped out that you slept in a new setting, still tripping on the new technology that is out there. For me I had a phone that could talk to me in one hand, an ipod in the other, and still didn’t know what an application or app was or even this thing called Facebook. New starts can be very challenging and getting to know how the world changed can mess with your mind along with all the stuff you got to do in one day

The duty you have for the day is to get your paperwork in order and get things done. Half-way house gives you a bus pass to go out and conquer the world…..Your new life, is about to start and you start out by standing in line again. In your head you are thinking I thought I was done with lines. I still have a chip on my shoulder from being locked up so my overconfidence kicks in. Get to the window to get your pass and the monitor gives you a hard time, on what to do. Call in every hour from a phone to let them know where you are, only go to this destination, no going to houses. You are thinking damn it! I have more rules to abide by, and those rules don’t apply to me. So you swallow your pride and just go with it. Just leave me alone so I can get to do what I have waiting to do for so long. You step out of the half-way house a free person in your head but you are not! Enjoy the warmth of the sun walking with cars passing by, and a feeling of elation or joy that you actually are doing this. You look at people, they see you, and the look on your face is just pure “FREEDOM JOY” if that is a feeling. Walking down the street, basking in the glory of just being able to do it is something hard to describe. Enjoying the ambience in the moment is something to relish. As I write this article I still have the feeling in my blood, and it has been almost a year. You have the best feeling the world and it hits you ” I’AM FREAKIN OUT OF PRISON”, your incarceration life ends and the new one begins on this day…….It is a very big step towards your future.

This is your first step into becoming a free person, and now it will hit you that there are so many things running through your mind you have to get done. I will go over it all, so you at least have a chance to make it. At the very end after you have gone and done everything if you are still with me and want to make a better life for yourself and catch up with your family….I will show you how.

 

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